Silently Observing🤫

This Quarantine may be comes very first time in my life but i was isolated myself from peoples years ago. Since then i am just and just observing each and everyone of'em . I've learned this so far that if you said a thing about their doings they always gonna blaim you for their mistakes. So yeah i started obersving silently and i also know that their will be a time comes when you start questionning about my silence and waiting for my response. And i am telling you now that i am remain silent that time too, because i know, the second i start saying a thing ,you flip instantly and start blaiming me for that so yeah i am not gonna give you that chance .. But wanna tell you that "you lose me ,and there is no way , i am comming back".

-NumraQumar

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its hard🥺

when each an everyone around you is so toxic that every single time they try to pull you down, try to discourage you, say every possible thing to you, which tear you into pieces. beside all this what sucks the most is that you cant get rid of them untill almighty do any kidda miracle and make 'em disappear from your life.. till then you only gotta trust your almighty lord and wait... bearing as much as i can , by hoping that its just about time m gonna get what i want and be happy soon inshallah 🤞🏻its hard as hell but have no other choice than to suffer,wait,hope and repeat.. i may found way to avoid as much as i can so that i didnt depressed much to harm myself but sometimes am just done with everything 🥺

LOVE YOURSELF but not just for the captions.

These days i see so many people saying and suggesting to the world "to be you" , "love yourself" , "be proud to be who you are" and blah blah blah., But hey aren't these the same people who use filters on their post first then add such notes as caption🤔🤯 whatttttttt?? Seriously mann... I mean its just as similar as , a person holding a glass of wine in their hand and say ohh dont drink, it harm you and do worst with your health.. I mean come on, whats going on hereee.... Today everyone is so obsessed with effects and filters that they can even post a single picture without it.. So instead of saying things which you don't apply on yourself first ,has no impact on others..So try to accept yourself first then suggest anything to anyone. N umraQumar

It takes me too long,still m not sure that i repeat these mistakes again or not..!!

Doing known mistakes again and again its like one of my trait i guess.I am so influencive , i am the one who trusted so easily and suggest others to not to trust people so easily.. duh like seriously men…!! It seems like i learn from the lesson of experience and then forget like i didn't take a single class. When i regret over the things i have done, at that moment i give the lecture to myself the same i convey others,and set some rules for not to commit that sames mistakes again.. & the cycle of mistakes & regret continues the way life goes on.. #IsItRealyTakesTooLong? #howMuchTymLeft? #EverThisCycleStops? #DadzusCretin#CretinMe #ARealCretinIAm

NumraQumar

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