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its hard🥺

when each an everyone around you is so toxic that every single time they try to pull you down, try to discourage you, say every possible thing to you, which tear you into pieces. beside all this what sucks the most is that you cant get rid of them untill almighty do any kidda miracle and make 'em disappear from your life.. till then you only gotta trust your almighty lord and wait... bearing as much as i can , by hoping that its just about time m gonna get what i want and be happy soon inshallah 🤞🏻its hard as hell but have no other choice than to suffer,wait,hope and repeat.. i may found way to avoid as much as i can so that i didnt depressed much to harm myself but sometimes am just done with everything 🥺 ​
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Status Quo in Nutshell 🤭

When you have no one to share your sorrows and happiness it sucks .its like you are around room full of people but no one to talk to. Its like a moon in the billion or trillion stars.. per say you have people who claim to be the one who cares to listen.. but in reality those are just claims . No one bother or even interested to know i am alive or not. They are like "if news of your funeral is not yet in the town, it states that you are alive, Or if the news is then duh you are not."  I am not saying all people are wrong and i am right ,may be its me who isolate herself ..but to be honest whenever i tried to express any kinda feeling ,they started to make fun of it rather then taking that seriously... I heard this saying "you gotta say it when  you feel something and if something bothers you, but if you dont then no one will never know" well this saying never make me feel to give it shot thing...but when i heard this  saying from a person who said it in general a...

LOVE YOURSELF but not just for the captions.

These days i see so many people saying and suggesting to the world "to be you" , "love yourself" , "be proud to be who you are" and blah blah blah., But hey aren't these the same people who use filters on their post first then add such notes as caption🤔🤯 whatttttttt?? Seriously mann... I mean its just as similar as , a person holding a glass of wine in their hand and say ohh dont drink, it harm you and  do worst with your health.. I mean come on, whats going on hereee.... Today everyone is so obsessed with effects and filters that they can even post a single picture without it.. So instead of saying things which you don't apply on yourself first ,has no impact on others..So try to accept yourself first then suggest anything to anyone.    N umraQumar

Silently Observing🤫

This Quarantine may be comes very first time in my life but i was isolated myself from peoples years ago. Since then i am just and just observing each and everyone of'em . I've learned this so far that if you said a thing about their doings they always gonna blaim you for their mistakes. So yeah i started obersving silently and i also know that their will be a time comes  when you start questionning about my silence and waiting for my response. And i am telling you now that i am remain silent that time too, because i know, the second i start saying a thing ,you flip instantly and start blaiming me for that so yeah i am not gonna give you that chance .. But wanna tell you that "you lose me ,and there is no way , i am  comming back". -NumraQumar

"LOVE" is totally different concept for me..!!

For the first i wanna clear that i may think differently on stuffs but that doesn't mean i didn't respect others opinions or i disagree with'em or m against their opinions. So whatever i gonna share about by perception over LOVE thingy, just remember its all i believe it has nothing  against your believes. So, here is the thing that , i do not believe that love only relies on someone infact , loving someone is the worst thing i can eva do. People says love is something which makes you feels you , love means sacrifice ? hellloooo... when love is sacrifice then what is sacrifice? why we called two same things by two different names.Some says love is caring, means when someone cares for you that means he /she loves you... Okay so now for being cared i have to rely on someone? duh no man, i care my own self, infact if i have to rely on someone for being cared then i am better as dead. if cant take my own responsibility i cant take care of my own self then i am good for...

Shopping AKA Girly Games..!!

Most People around the globe specially males seems loathing toward  the act of shopping by girls.It actually makes me wonder that why?? why so much loathe for shopping.!! Why don't you people tryna compare shopping with some of your the favorite act you do? So now let me tell you about how we feels about SHOPPING,may be it helps you all to realize and start liking it,or at least stop loathing. Whatever i m gonna tell you in this article is truly based on a real story , so lets get started, So it is about a girl , who was suffering from a lots of confusions , trust issues , stress , chaotic thoughts etc basically she was  a mess in herself. But despite of all these , she had few best people/friends , she was an good Sketch artist , a best blogger and always spend her time over her favorite social handle i.e Instagram. Hahah ..!!Okay now you guys totally got that whom i am talking about...  Well so what if i am talking about me, Here, what actually matters is the thing...