NumraQumar

when each an everyone around you is so toxic that every single time they try to pull you down, try to discourage you, say every possible thing to you, which tear you into pieces. beside all this what sucks the most is that you cant get rid of them untill almighty do any kidda miracle and make 'em disappear from your life.. till then you only gotta trust your almighty lord and wait... bearing as much as i can , by hoping that its just about time m gonna get what i want and be happy soon inshallah 🤞🏻its hard as hell but have no other choice than to suffer,wait,hope and repeat.. i may found way to avoid as much as i can so that i didnt depressed much to harm myself but sometimes am just done with everything 🥺 ​

When you have no one to share your sorrows and happiness it sucks .its like you are around room full of people but no one to talk to. Its like a moon in the billion or trillion stars.. per say you have people who claim to be the one who cares to listen.. but in reality those are just claims . No one bother or even interested to know i am alive or not. They are like "if news of your funeral is not yet in the town, it states that you are alive, Or if the news is then duh you are not."  I am not saying all people are wrong and i am right ,may be its me who isolate herself ..but to be honest whenever i tried to express any kinda feeling ,they started to make fun of it rather then taking that seriously... I heard this saying "you gotta say it when  you feel something and if something bothers you, but if you dont then no one will never know" well this saying never make me feel to give it shot thing...but when i heard this  saying from a person who said it in general a...